i m half dead .
i had enough .
we are like almost quarreling everyday , noon , nights .
u got no time for me .
i got to work .
sometimes i feel myself unreasonable .
but when i scolded u , i felt guilty .
is like , why m i shouting at u ?
i dont know what m i now .
sometimes i really feel like ending everything .
but the moment i see u or hear u through the phone crying , i want to stop hurting u .
is this what this world is talking about , called "love" ?
i dont want to know anything ..
i want to sleep forever , and never wake up till everything is settled down ..


What in the world is happening to me ?
blasting music into my ears , makes me feel better .
what is happening to me ?
am i the one problematic?

to someone:
why cant u people just stop all of this shit?
does it benefit u if u do things that make people hate u ?
...


shall end here ,

Ciaos . ):