i seriously dont know what to do . why is everything opposing me happening . i have tried my best to make life better . can everything just give me a break ? i have even gave up my job , whats more do you want ? i am no longer associated to any gangs , can you just let me lead how i want my life to be ?

now i see the world . life is stressful and the only way to counter stress is friends and the nature .

if i could really meet with a car accident , i wont even try to dodge .